Bean :) xo

Dear Bean,

You are just about 36 weeks old & still moving like crazy just ask my ribs as you currently have some toes jammed into the right side of my rib cage. I cannot wait to meet you 30 days baby boy till your due date but as of this Tuesday (2 days away) you will be full term!! Let us hope you come sooner rather than later :) I must admit as much as I want to meet you, I am so scared, not of the labour or birth not of you... But of being a parent, being your parent... I will do everything in my power to make sure you are a happy healthy baby & will be the best mother to you that I can be, I love you with all my heart & I hope that you love me just as much. If it wasn’t for you I don’t know where I would be or how I would be coping with the curve balls life has thrown at me lately. Thank you my darling son for giving me the nest reason to live, for making my life have the most meaningful purpose, & for making every day closer to meeting you better than the last. Tomorrow is our next appointment with our back up midwife Linda, I cannot wait to hear your strong little heart beat galloping away again, you amaze me. 30 days until your EDD until you decide to join us Jackson xoxoxox

Loving you forever & always,

Your mother xo